i don't know if its fine to be like this .. looking at you but ... as if i am reading the future but still insist to go further ... as trying to stop but but i jump million steps forward .. looking at you but ... as if i am in a very bad bad nightmare i try to escape but this shadow is following me and can not find a way to hide ...i can not realize whats right and whats wrong .. i feel like am lost without you .. i miss you .....myself ....